Oh my gosh. Another milestone. (My last milestone posts were my 500th post and my 1000th post.)
Fifteen hundred is a very large number. And it has taken me over seventeen years to get there. That's approximately 86.5 posts per year on average. Of course there has been fluctuation.
My scantest full year was 2016, when I first got back in touch with Marie. I wrote her many long emails, but I posted only 28 articles here.
My busiest full year was 2014, when (for a couple of months) I was trying to post every day. In the end I published 175 articles here.
My busiest full year on the blog since 2016 was 2023. That year I hiked the West Highland Way with Debbie, and I spent two weeks in Paris with Marie. For each trip, I posted one article per day, plus follow-on articles meditating on other topics that surfaced during each trip. So that year had a lot of content. (In the end, there were 123 posts in all for the entire year.)
As a side note, I had better confess that these milestones are a little moveable. From time to time—rarely, but when I think I have a good reason—I will write a post in one year but publish it with the date of an earlier year. Usually this is if I am finally getting around to writing a post that happened long ago but that I have been too lazy to write before now. The result is that all my enumerations change. Therefore the post that I called my "500th post" was in fact the 500th post in sequence at the time that I wrote it. But if you start at the beginning and count them all now, it might no longer be the 500th, because some other (later) posts might have snuck into the line before it. But I can't help that. It's still close enough. And I will continue to refer to the 500th-post and 1000th-post milestones as if those numbers were accurate.
Here are some concrete numbers:
- Between my first post and my 500th post there were 1705 days, or 4.7 years (4 years and 8 months).
- Between my 500th post and my 1000th were an additional 2408 days, or 6.6 years (6 years and 7 months).
- Between my 1000th post and this one were a further 2177 days, or 5.96 years (5 years plus 11½ months).
- Therefore the total duration of the blog has been 6290 days, or 17.2 years (just shy of 17 years and 3 months).
In my one thousandth post, I wrote: "At my 500th post, I was able to say that -- once I picked up the blog again after a three-month hiatus at the beginning of 2008 -- I had never gone an entire month without posting. That's no longer true: April 2016, January 2018, and October 2018 all went by with no updates. That's six months out of 135." I am delighted to report today that this sum is still true. Since that time, there have been no more months with zero posts.
My average number of posts per month has been as follows, for the three meanings of the word "average":
- Mean: 7.2 (down from 7.29 at my 1000th post)
- Median: 6 (same as at my 1000th post)
- Mode: 2 (down from 3 at my 1000th post)
And here, like the last two times, is a chart of my total number of posts per month since I started. (I have included posts from the Patio in a different color, though I have not included them in any of the foregoing statistics.) And yes, that is indeed a colossally geeky thing to do!
I also spent a little time trying to summarize the kinds of topics I covered in my first 500 posts, then my next 500, and then this last 500. On the whole that didn't prove to be a very natural way of dividing the history, but a few broad patterns did emerge.Posts 1-500: My main topic, eclipsing all others, was trying to understand my marriage to Wife. Also I talked about the boys through the end of middle school (and Son 1 was two years into high school by then). And this period covered my affair with D.
Posts 501-1000: This span covered my separation from Wife, and brought the boys nearly through the end of their college educations. (As of my 1000th post, Son 2 still had one year to go in college.) This period covered my affair with Debbie, and my meeting Marie. Also included were the death of Father, and my progressive dissatisfaction with my work.
Posts 1001-1500: This span had comparatively little to say about Wife, but showed the boys moving out on their own and launching their respective careers. It addressed the stabilization of my relationship with Debbie as loving-but-platonic, so that there's no conflict with Marie (but I still have two girlfriends!). Also during this time I lost my job and started blogging professionally. I became particularly aware that Mother is aging. I started reading John Michael Greer, and laying out Tarot cards for myself. Also I heard that four college classmates died during this time, including Fillette and Flora; I heard from Cassius that he was planning to transition to a woman; most recently I visited Schmidt while his mother was on the edge of dying. And of course any posts related to COVID-19 came in this block.
Who says nothing ever changes in my life? There might be more, too, if I bothered to study it. But this is a quick off-the-cuff summary.